Charisma & Chaos

She dreamed of a greater kind of love than the kind displayed in the library but was also filled with a nameless ambition that had nothing to do with love.  What exactly did she want?  It was ambition that wouldn't let her compete for or seek the same things that others sought

In the last few years she'd come close to defining the nameless ambition that had pushed her this far: to avoid the sheep life at all costs.